Method to become a good Muslimah

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Everytime I make an intention to be a good Muslimah and abstain from sin then few days later I find myself not bothered and only getting worse... This is happening for many months now. Can Mufti Saheb kindly advise me on how to become a good Muslimah permanently without getting worse?

Mufti Ebrahim Salejee · Accepted Answer

Engage in muraaqabah-e-maut daily for about 10 - 15 minutes. This means to contemplate, to think about the oncoming event of maut (death). Reflect about the pangs of death, the questioning in the grave, the Plain of Resurrection, the Reckoning in Qiyamat; the presence in the Court of Allah; crossing the Sirat, etc. All this has to be contemplated and a pledge is to be made that one will in future not venture near to sin. Reflect in this way that it is now the last few moments of your life and the angels of death are coming to extract your soul. How will you feel at that moment and how your soul will depart from your body. Reflect over how ghusl will be given to your lifeless body, and how you will be lowered into the grave, all alone, with nobody around you except for your deeds. In this way reflect over death and the events thereafter. May Allah Ta`ala grant us all the ability to refrain from His disobedience.

And Allah Ta'ala (الله تعالى) knows best.

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